relief

...at last...
I found a little space to breathe...
a sense of relief...
I just very much love this moments :)

Me vs Drs & Profs

Finally the final year project proposal presentation had come to pass...honestly, I just love the 'battle field' atmosphere...it was tense I can say...but experiencing the thrills was great...to see each one standing in the front line defending themselves from the bullets from the Doctors and Professors...some were struck down...some were more than a conqueror... I was in that position...but fortunately...i wasn't shot to death.. :) yup...satisfactions wrapped up the whole proposal presentation things...expecting another greater battle next year after I've complete my project...

hectic..

Life has been hectic...real hectic...I'm tired..sickness come in at this point of time added to my exhaustion..I'm drained..I've loss my strength..to be in a situation where you are sick but you know that you can't fall because there is so much more things waiting for you to accomplish...you just have to stand strong and told yourself...no, you can't fall sick...you gonna be well!!! Argh...I'm not a superwomen!! Give me a rest...desperately need...but perhaps I do not have time...

Bro had finally journeyed till the end of his study life...the mortar board on his head had brought pride to the family...well, papa not able to see it...but i know he knows...







...my turn next :) I will gear up to finish the race...for now, yup...exams are coming up and presentation for proposal also scheduled next...I will do my best...I can do it... :)

Foods and Friends...

...a great time spent with friends at Kuching Fest...regardless of the overloaded works but a break is much needed...to refresh our minds again...


F.R.I.E.N.D.S


This is Fui Lin and me :) people call her Hui Ling...

Oh well, naughty people like me call her Gui Jie...bcoz she is abit slow..hehe
and worse people like Hui call her Lao Gui...becoz she is our big sister..haha ;)
Oh ya...she is slow in many things but one thing she is very fast...
...is when the results release...guess most time she is the first one to spread the news..hehe..


I love Gui Jie :) haha


This is Ah Lip :p we call him taoke...

He is showing off his new shooting cam...haha..
Oh wait...he is bad...he likes to 'decorate' my car with leaves and branches...


Great catching up!!! :)

8 comes after 7

July has gone...week 4 has ended with a cocktail of satisfactions and disappointments...blend together to make the week fall into place...glad that proposal for the final year project had at least drafted out...but there is still much anticipation for a head-nodded response from my supervisor...

August is much more eventful...my works is getting busier definitely with tonnes of assignments...proposal write up and exams coming up...presentations are also scheduled in this month...not forgetting my bro's convocation :) and many more coming...well, let just see how I cope with all these...

point of reflections

uncertain feelings...random thoughts...

When things just do not happen the way I want...
When all the works which had putting in so much efforts on just do not seems to be achieving it's purposes...
When things seems to be so near and yet it is just so far...
When I thought I have end a chapter...but actually I've not...
When I thought I have known you through and through...but there is still things hidden in folds..secret untold...
When there is so much of sadness in within and yet need to plaster on a brave smile...
When all things seems doesn't really count anymore...
I tried..I'm trying...and I will continue to try...
And when the rainbow caught my eyes...
Promises of God manifested...
I will endure any circumstances...
gear up my spirit for all the unexpected trials ahead...

emo-ing

Reshuffle

So much that's happening...so much so that I can only focus on what happens now and little space left for me to think what's next...life is full of surprises...good and bad...happy and sad...well..given a choice..i rather choose not to have surprises...for I am a person who's hard to adjust to changes when I'm pretty comfortable with what I am now...BUT for now...definitely reshuffling of plans and thoughts need to take place...journeyed on a road which is less traveled by...all I can say is it is hard and challenging...anyway...I will try to adapt...until I reached that comfort zone again...

Final year is killing me...stepping into week 3 loaded with all the incomplete tasks from week 2...less hours spent for sleepss...with every efforts trying to make things come to past...sometimes my heart do longing for a shelter that I can hide...well, perhaps for now...i can only squeeze in the toilet boil :) and flush me away if u could...